Today...

Today is one of those days that I am just so mad at everyone and everything. I'm mad at my mom for leaving me. I am mad at my ex for not being there when I needed him. I am mad at the man who got behind a wheel drunk and took my daughter from me. I am mad at myself for being the person that I am. Today I am fighting depression hard, I am fighting the urge to hurt myself, I am fighting the tears. I am just having a terrible day. I had a bad night, and it just has been a hard time, and its getting harder right now. I just feel worthless, I just want to drink it all away.